the books ive finished so far:
the bell jar
flowers for algernon
the uglies
the pretties
smashed

books im working on:
sex, drugs and cocoa puffs
animal farm
dorian gray


not too shabby. my favorite of the ones ive read so far is definitely the uglies. i guess my genuine geek self loves sci fi. thats why i think i'll really like animal farm too. i'm watching ferngully right now, what a wonderful classic. they don't make cartoons like these anymore. i dyed my hair and it looks alright. its a two step process i suppose. ive been infinitely happy this past week. i saw 500 days of summer and my heart turned into goo. its sloshing around my chest right now. my pupils have been replaced with hearts and im seeing the world through a pink tint. so i was at walmart with david getting batteries for his new bb gun (sigh,..) and i saw miley cyrus' new clothing line. why do all this i find cute have to be raped and molested by the general public. guess i'll have to dig deeper into obscurity.

I don't want to be a second guesser anymore.


I'm planning on making some changes to myself, I wish someone actually thought i could pull them off though.

i wish you would put yourself in my suitcase

i really want to get this when i get some money in my savings. i also saw some polaroid cameras for sale on craigslist that i must have in my possesion at once. i could really go for some oatmeal cookie ice cream.

because if seeing is believing,
then believe that we have lost our eyes

when I fly solo, I fly so high
don't touch me now.

We all deserve something

i think id much rather be somebody else.

i think i made you up in my head

finally finished the bell jar. that is all.


i love being in love, i dont care what it does to me.

florida is not happening. bad timing, poor planning, overall failure. my heart is filled with sadness. i went to lake shepherd with david this past weekend. there's a botanical garden there also and the whole place is super serene and calming. i went kayaking for the first time as well. just a great weekend. bruno was out of control but isn't that the essence of sacha baron cohen.

what im really wondering: who the fuck would go on a dating show for daisy.. yuck. seems like anyone can get a reality dating show these days... what has fame become.

p!atd broke up. i loved the first album but i liked the second one even better so i'll probably be more into whatever ryan ross gets out in the world. that whole retro pop sound is more chill than electronic- pete wentz inspired bullshit.