i cant shake this little feeling ill never get anything right

[emopoem]

rip it out. set it ablaze.
burn black heart.
vessels burst. they sizzle.

what does a heart smell like when it burns?
cinnamon and cayenne.
pure gasoline.

crumble. fade.
an empty hole will remain.
blood sputters from the veins.
connected to nothing.
the gap in the bridge.
i digress.
watch it fade.
fade.
fade.
fade.
fade.
fade.
fade.

[/emopoem]